given i always thought you are younger than me, and i dont see myself in my own midlife crisis yet, lets just hope its not really your “mid-life” crisis 
Stay with your bees, protect, safe, and grow them – and share their honey with your friends 
P.S.: Good thing crises are normal part of life - they pass and may make life meaningful. What about more exercise and healthy life (less sugar) more friends, more read, less monitor? With yeasts you can even make honey meat.
Man, that’s really disappointing. Welp, if you change your mind, my offer is still on the plate. 